Jamais je ne t'ai dit que je t'aimerai toujour

I know my luck too well. Yes, I know my luck too well and I'll probably never see you again.

Nuit Blanche

philosophical bear hug

“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.”

—	Winnie the Pooh

don't lose your heart

You've sat there and you've thought about what you might say over and over, tonight is no different. You rephrased yourself several times in this little avid habit of yours. You think of brighter, clever things to say that might make her stay a little longer for when the day comes. You reason that It's preparation for when you feel up to par, when the setting is just right, when the perfect opportunity strolls along, when she's alone, but you know that's not happening anytime soon. No, you're quite aware that this is merely your vivid imagination playing scenes and scenarios for your pleasure. Still, you sit in that lucid wondrous state that makes you feel better all the same and in your heart you know that you're are simplywaitingfor something extraordinary to happen. You're not quite sure what it is that will happen, but the anticipation is killing you and all because you feel theneed. You have that thick craving for the blissful sense you once had, but of of course you never quite knew that at the time. Did you? No, people never really know they're truly happy because it's comfortable. We hardly acknowledge comfort until we are comfortable no more. Yes, that's usually how the story goes. It is until you feel you're missing something that you realize you were once a happy son of gun and held some sort of key that fed that bliss. So, here we are now, analyzing the sitting duck, who as we know simply waits, and wait he must because that's all he can do now for he now is, as a result of various different events and circumstances, but a bitter lonely duck.

It's the choices we make

I know you and I like who you are; you've got the sweetest heart and the most honest intentions and I can be myself around you.

Where are you?




besos <3
AMELY

machine men with machine minds and machine hearts

'You dont hate, only the unloved hate, the unloved and the unnatural.'


Wonderful Chap! On a serious note, get serious.

Just a glimpse

Our love ruptured and left us to wander.

All that was left was the longing of dust.

Replaced embrace and empty space.

The switch from love to not,

From held to unseen,

From you to him.



xoxo
Amely

Flooding memories carrying smiles

"Music sounds better when it makes me think of you."

It won't make sense until I say it does

This flow through the tide of guilty pleasures and the meaning of leaving won't matter once the blockade is set and steady. I am brushing the leaves out of your hair and primping up your melody for the humming birds to lavishly guide your way. The proof you needed was shining through the ties and the lies that spread from your lips were enough to you show you fought faith. You left your worries in the marmalade and fed the birds your march in vain. You stood in puddles of wishes and held no shame. Maybe you never swam through the tears you shed and the masked burdens that you let stray caught up and laughed again.


xoxo
amely

"Why won't you let me love you?"

Closer is a splendid movie, that's what I'm doing tonight by the way, watching movies; it's a movie kind of night. The film was written by Patrick Marber and produced and directed by Mike Nichols. The stars of the film are Natalie Portman (one of my favorite actresses), Julia Roberts (another amazing actress), the gorgeous Jude Law, and the wonderful Clive Owen. The film depicts a story of love and all of the complexities that come with giving your heart to someone. It is tragic and emphasizes passion and emotion behind actions and motives when dealing with love. It shines a light on the devotion one feels to their love and the heartache and frustration that comes with deception. I absolutely love this film and recommend it to everybody, it's a great watch. Here's a few of my favorite quotes from the film.

"It's a lie. It's a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful 'cause that's what they want to see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone, but the pictures make the world seem beautiful. So the exhibition's reassuring, which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie."

"Look at me. Tell me you're in love with me."

"when I'm not there you look for me."

"She has the moronic beauty of youth, but she's sly."

"The mirror says, "Who the fuck are you?"

"Deception is brutal. I'm not pretending otherwise."

"I can't see you. If I see you, I'll never leave you."

ALICE: What will you do if I find someone else?
DAN: Be jealous.
ALICE: You still fancy me?
DAN: Of course.
ALICE: You're lying. I've been you. Will you hold me?

"Why isn't love enough?"

"Now fuck off and die, you fucked up slag."

"Lying's the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, but it's better if you do."

"Because I'm obsessed with you, because I can't get over you. Because I think on some small level you owe me something for deceiving me so exquisitely. For all these reasons, I am begging you to give me your body. "

"I didn't do it to give her a nice time. I fucked her to fuck you up. A good fight is never clean. And yeah, of course she enjoyed it. As you know, she loves a guilty fuck."

"you think love is simple. You think the heart is like a diagram."

"Have you ever see a human heart? It looks like a fist wrapped in blood! Go fuck yourself. You writer! You liar!"

"She hates your hands. She hates your simplicity."

"You don't know the first thing about love because you don't understand compromise."

"Show me! Where is this love? I... I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever you say is too late."



xxx
Amely

I'll be true, i want you and only you. There's nobody else that can do all the things you can do.

Passion pit is looovely to dance to. They're so easy and their whimsical fun lyrics bring you to a deep fantasy kind of lovely bliss. I wish I had somebody to love, I'll pretend I do (I can do that since this is my blog).

This song goes out to you, my love.

xoxo
amely

Present

It is wounded and healing.
It’s growing as it stands still.
A minute might not mark change,
But when compiled the scars are bound to fade.




xoxo
Amely

I want to see people and I want to see life

The Smiths are my kind of Perfection.